When u stay away from the limelite...being absent comes with a lot left outta your spectrum...this morning i was watching this christen service...Joel Olstein...while given his sermon...he stated speaking about a man with great potential..admired all over the industry of tv..he starts by telling about when he was a youngster...he was in his mother's salon...she was a hairstylist...a customer wakes in her shop...
where his presence..made an impression upon her...she looked at him..proceeded to speak...said..your gonna big someday..your name will be in lights..his mom was so
amazed...said...are you prophecing..she answered..God spoke to me...told me so..as a result...this man has become the biggest box office review from critics all over the world...his name>>>DENZEL WASHINGTON<<...MY FAVORITE BLACK ACTOR...GOES TO SHOW U...
When "GOOD" news is fit 2 print...getta be on TOP of thangs...just thought i mention...GOD BLESS U...HAVE A GOOD SUNDAY...CREATE
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Friday, June 13, 2008
ELEMENT OF DECISION
I WAS LISTENING TO A CONVERSATION THE OTHER DAY...THE WIRES STARTS BURNING... FACES STARTED SAYING ..WHAT!!...SO I'M CURIOUS TO FIND...WHAT THE HELL DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE...TO BE AMONGST THE STARS...BECOME THEIR LIFE...THEIR BACKBONE...CALLS YOUR FATE...BECOME BIG...SHOWTIME MONARCH...DA CROWD BLOWS U UP...BRINGS DA NOISE...EXPLOITS U..AS A NEON ...BRIGHT AS LIGHT...GLOWS WITH SUCH ARTISTRY..AND YET...GETS TALKED ABOUT BY THE VERY INDIVDUAL THAT PAYS YOUR AIRTIME..YOUR FOCUS...YOUR EXPOSURE...HOW DOUBLE STANDARD IS THIS...YOUR PROMOTING YOUR BROTHAS AND SISTAHS...GIVIN THEM ROOM ENUFF 2 BREAK LOOSE...SHOW WHAT THEY GOT...ALL OF A SUDDEN...LIFE TAKES YOU OH SO PERSONAL...NOW IT'S ON...U SPEAKOUT..BUT IN POOR TASTE..IT'S YOUR MOUTH..A "TABLOID"
BEFORE U BECOME SOMEONE'S BAC...HOMIE...FOLLOWING...BETTER THINK TWICE..THE IMAGE U PROJECT...BREAKS DA MIC...ENDS SOMETHING THAT ONE SHOULD PRACTICE..HEAR THEMSELVES TALKING..THE PREACHER AIN'T SLEEPIN IN DA POOLPITS..NOR IS HIS AFFLIATES..BE CAREFUL
PROTEGES..EYES ARE WATCHING...WANNA BE LIKE YA...JEALOUSY..STANDS IN DA FRONTLINES OF ENTERTAINMENT..LOUD..RAW..TELLING ON YA...WITH NO CLASS...JUST LOOSE CANNONS..
SINKING TALENT..."BOOM"...UFEELME..WATCH YA BACKS!!!!..FUTURE ACADEMY AWARD WINNERS.. BEWARE SMILES AND GIGGLES...WE GOTTA NUMBER..0000..ZERO...PEACE...CREATE
BEFORE U BECOME SOMEONE'S BAC...HOMIE...FOLLOWING...BETTER THINK TWICE..THE IMAGE U PROJECT...BREAKS DA MIC...ENDS SOMETHING THAT ONE SHOULD PRACTICE..HEAR THEMSELVES TALKING..THE PREACHER AIN'T SLEEPIN IN DA POOLPITS..NOR IS HIS AFFLIATES..BE CAREFUL
PROTEGES..EYES ARE WATCHING...WANNA BE LIKE YA...JEALOUSY..STANDS IN DA FRONTLINES OF ENTERTAINMENT..LOUD..RAW..TELLING ON YA...WITH NO CLASS...JUST LOOSE CANNONS..
SINKING TALENT..."BOOM"...UFEELME..WATCH YA BACKS!!!!..FUTURE ACADEMY AWARD WINNERS.. BEWARE SMILES AND GIGGLES...WE GOTTA NUMBER..0000..ZERO...PEACE...CREATE
Friday, June 6, 2008
THEN CAME YOU/ VI
THE BLOOD SWEATS WITH BURDENS OF BREEDIN...SEED WORTHLESS HEATHENS
WHERE SOULS HAVE NO MEANING...WHAT TOLD SLAVERY..I AM YOUR CONTROL 2
LISTEN ..OBEY...WHAT TELLS U...THIS IS YOUR SPACE....YOUR PLACE 2 RELAX.
I RUN THIS PIECE OF FLESH AND BLOOD...WHERE U WOLLOW AS MY SLIT..
MY MEALS...MY CUSTODIAL WORK UNTENSIL..WHATSWEEPS UP MY AFTERMATH ..YOUR
SEXUAL BLACK TARE-BABY..HUSH..WHEN I SPEAK..YOUR SILENCE...WHAT MEETS
AFTER MIDNIGHT..SLEEPS WEARIN HIS LEFTOVERS...PREACHING ALL DA TIME..THESE
NIGGA GOT 2 BE TAUGHT A LESSON...NO FEES...NO GOVT CHEESE..NO CHORES..
GET WHIPS...BUT PLAYED ALL DA TIME WITH THAT BLACK QUEEN...SOMEONE'S BABY'S
MOMMA...COOK OR DOMESTIC SILENT MERCHANT..WHAT BOUGHT..SOLD AND KEPT YOUR SECRET..REVEALED..I'M DA ONE FOUND OUT LATER...THE LOOK...I WANNA KNOW BETTER
GUEST...WHAT DO U THINK??... POEMENTRY'S..CREATE
WHERE SOULS HAVE NO MEANING...WHAT TOLD SLAVERY..I AM YOUR CONTROL 2
LISTEN ..OBEY...WHAT TELLS U...THIS IS YOUR SPACE....YOUR PLACE 2 RELAX.
I RUN THIS PIECE OF FLESH AND BLOOD...WHERE U WOLLOW AS MY SLIT..
MY MEALS...MY CUSTODIAL WORK UNTENSIL..WHATSWEEPS UP MY AFTERMATH ..YOUR
SEXUAL BLACK TARE-BABY..HUSH..WHEN I SPEAK..YOUR SILENCE...WHAT MEETS
AFTER MIDNIGHT..SLEEPS WEARIN HIS LEFTOVERS...PREACHING ALL DA TIME..THESE
NIGGA GOT 2 BE TAUGHT A LESSON...NO FEES...NO GOVT CHEESE..NO CHORES..
GET WHIPS...BUT PLAYED ALL DA TIME WITH THAT BLACK QUEEN...SOMEONE'S BABY'S
MOMMA...COOK OR DOMESTIC SILENT MERCHANT..WHAT BOUGHT..SOLD AND KEPT YOUR SECRET..REVEALED..I'M DA ONE FOUND OUT LATER...THE LOOK...I WANNA KNOW BETTER
GUEST...WHAT DO U THINK??... POEMENTRY'S..CREATE
DA PROUDNESS / PT V
LIKE A PLEDGE...
A SERMON TO LIVE BY..THE GOSPEL ACCORDING 2 MY CHILDREN..WHICH SPOKE 2 ME ON MOTHER'S DAY..HOW PROUD OF ME THEY ARE..AN ACCOMPLISHED MOTHERHOOD...ALL THROUGHOUT THEIR LIVES AS ..TEACHER..MENTOR...GUARDIAN...HOUSEWIFE...MS DIVORCEE..MS CREATE.. AFTER YEARS GAVE IN2 WRITING..WHAT WAS SPIRITUALLY MENTIONED...WHILE HANDS WORKED HARD..AND SORES BROKE OUT AS WATER CLOGS MY FINGERTIPS..PREPARING ANOTHER DAYS MEALS ..FOR THE WORLD 2 EAT AND ENJOY...MY FEET CAME HOME TIRED...BUT.I STILL MADE TIME FOR THEM...NO MATTER WHAT..IF I HAD A FRIEND..MALE COMPANION OR A VISIT FROM FRIENDS IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD...THERE'S NEVER A DAY OR NIGHT..MY TRIBE HEARD MY MOUTH..THE CRIES OF BITTER SWEET DISCIPLINE OR JUST A HUG AND KISS JESTER..THAT'S ALL I CAPTURED AS MY LOVE AND CONCERN..TRUE..I BROKE ON THEM MILLIONS OF DAYS IN REARIN..EVEN THREW A FEW THINGS..LIKE FOOD LOL..NOTHING PERSONAL..THAT'S WHAT I WOULD DO...AM INTERPETATION OF MOTHER DEAREST..OHHH THATS BAD NEWS..BUT IT WAS DONE IN GOOD TASTE..COZ MY CHILDREN KNEW ..I WAS KIDDIN WITH THEM..BUT WHEN I GET MAD..WATCH OUT...THEY WANTED TO GO AROUND THE CORNER TO THEIR GRANDMA'S HOUSE..I WOULD LEAVE THERE EARS RINGIN...BUTT TINGLIN..AND POCKETS..WITH NO CHING CHING..WHICH THEY COULD NOT DEAL WITH..EVERY WEEK THEY GOT ALLOWANCE..NEVER LEFT THER POCKETS EMPTY...AND NOW AS I LOOK BAC..THEIR THANKING ME FOR HARDCORE STATURE..A WELL UPBRINGING..CAUSE YOU LOVED ME..THANK YOU MY TRIBE..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...MOMMY...THEY WERE ALL VICTIMS OF DAD'S STONES ROLLING..IN AND OUT..WHEN THEY FELT IT WAS ACCEPTABLE 2 COME AND GIVE BAC..PLUS MESS WITH MOM AS WELL..DON'T THINK SO....LET ME EXPLAIN...WHILE GROWING UP IN A GHETTO OF JAMAICA QUEENS...WHAT WAS ONCE A PLACE..WHERE SUBURBIAN LIVING WAS EVERYONE'S CHOICE..WHERE CLEANLINESS..SAW
U WATCHING THE CRACKS IN BETWEEN DA GROUND..WHERE U WALK..GREW UP..A TROPICAL PARADISE..U NEVER KNEW EXISTED UNTIL..THE MOVE FROM THE BRONX 2 HEAVEN... PUTTING
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
A PREJUDICE BONE..WHY..MY MULATTO BACKGROUND..WAS DISCOVERED AFTER I DID OUR ANCESTRY..MY DAD NEVER MENTIONED ..HIS FATHER WAS WHITE MIXED WITH BLACK..BLOOD IT STRETCHES TO DA ENDS OF THE EARTH...I WAS DETERMINE TO FIND OUT...WHY BECAUSE..I DIDN'T KNOW MY OWN NATIONALITY FOR YEARS..THANKS TO ANCESTRY.COM..MY HISTORY WAS BROUGHT FORTH...I HAD NO LOVE FROM MY PEOPLE FOR MANY OF YEARS...BUT..WHAT CAME OUT OF IT...A MILITANT...BLACK ACTIVIST..FELLOWING ORGS..READING SLAVERY...CHANGED ME..
HERE IT IS YEARS LATER..I'M NO ANGEL..BUT I KNEW MY PLACE AS A BLACK WOMAN WITH RHYTHMS WHICH SPOKE MIXED EMOTIONS...WHERE MY CHILDREN ARE BLESSED...MULTI..RACIAL
PROUD OF THERE CULTURE..THERE MOTHER'S SEED AND THEIR FATHER'S DISTANT PAST..CLASHED..BUT..MADE WHAT I TAUGHT THEM...EQUALLY APPLIED..NEVER BITTER...
I'M BLESSED TO BE LOVED...GOD I THANK U...SINCERLY YOURS ...
MS SHEILA JORDAN.AKA..(ISIS)CREATE
A SERMON TO LIVE BY..THE GOSPEL ACCORDING 2 MY CHILDREN..WHICH SPOKE 2 ME ON MOTHER'S DAY..HOW PROUD OF ME THEY ARE..AN ACCOMPLISHED MOTHERHOOD...ALL THROUGHOUT THEIR LIVES AS ..TEACHER..MENTOR...GUARDIAN...HOUSEWIFE...MS DIVORCEE..MS CREATE.. AFTER YEARS GAVE IN2 WRITING..WHAT WAS SPIRITUALLY MENTIONED...WHILE HANDS WORKED HARD..AND SORES BROKE OUT AS WATER CLOGS MY FINGERTIPS..PREPARING ANOTHER DAYS MEALS ..FOR THE WORLD 2 EAT AND ENJOY...MY FEET CAME HOME TIRED...BUT.I STILL MADE TIME FOR THEM...NO MATTER WHAT..IF I HAD A FRIEND..MALE COMPANION OR A VISIT FROM FRIENDS IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD...THERE'S NEVER A DAY OR NIGHT..MY TRIBE HEARD MY MOUTH..THE CRIES OF BITTER SWEET DISCIPLINE OR JUST A HUG AND KISS JESTER..THAT'S ALL I CAPTURED AS MY LOVE AND CONCERN..TRUE..I BROKE ON THEM MILLIONS OF DAYS IN REARIN..EVEN THREW A FEW THINGS..LIKE FOOD LOL..NOTHING PERSONAL..THAT'S WHAT I WOULD DO...AM INTERPETATION OF MOTHER DEAREST..OHHH THATS BAD NEWS..BUT IT WAS DONE IN GOOD TASTE..COZ MY CHILDREN KNEW ..I WAS KIDDIN WITH THEM..BUT WHEN I GET MAD..WATCH OUT...THEY WANTED TO GO AROUND THE CORNER TO THEIR GRANDMA'S HOUSE..I WOULD LEAVE THERE EARS RINGIN...BUTT TINGLIN..AND POCKETS..WITH NO CHING CHING..WHICH THEY COULD NOT DEAL WITH..EVERY WEEK THEY GOT ALLOWANCE..NEVER LEFT THER POCKETS EMPTY...AND NOW AS I LOOK BAC..THEIR THANKING ME FOR HARDCORE STATURE..A WELL UPBRINGING..CAUSE YOU LOVED ME..THANK YOU MY TRIBE..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...MOMMY...THEY WERE ALL VICTIMS OF DAD'S STONES ROLLING..IN AND OUT..WHEN THEY FELT IT WAS ACCEPTABLE 2 COME AND GIVE BAC..PLUS MESS WITH MOM AS WELL..DON'T THINK SO....LET ME EXPLAIN...WHILE GROWING UP IN A GHETTO OF JAMAICA QUEENS...WHAT WAS ONCE A PLACE..WHERE SUBURBIAN LIVING WAS EVERYONE'S CHOICE..WHERE CLEANLINESS..SAW
U WATCHING THE CRACKS IN BETWEEN DA GROUND..WHERE U WALK..GREW UP..A TROPICAL PARADISE..U NEVER KNEW EXISTED UNTIL..THE MOVE FROM THE BRONX 2 HEAVEN... PUTTING
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
A PREJUDICE BONE..WHY..MY MULATTO BACKGROUND..WAS DISCOVERED AFTER I DID OUR ANCESTRY..MY DAD NEVER MENTIONED ..HIS FATHER WAS WHITE MIXED WITH BLACK..BLOOD IT STRETCHES TO DA ENDS OF THE EARTH...I WAS DETERMINE TO FIND OUT...WHY BECAUSE..I DIDN'T KNOW MY OWN NATIONALITY FOR YEARS..THANKS TO ANCESTRY.COM..MY HISTORY WAS BROUGHT FORTH...I HAD NO LOVE FROM MY PEOPLE FOR MANY OF YEARS...BUT..WHAT CAME OUT OF IT...A MILITANT...BLACK ACTIVIST..FELLOWING ORGS..READING SLAVERY...CHANGED ME..
HERE IT IS YEARS LATER..I'M NO ANGEL..BUT I KNEW MY PLACE AS A BLACK WOMAN WITH RHYTHMS WHICH SPOKE MIXED EMOTIONS...WHERE MY CHILDREN ARE BLESSED...MULTI..RACIAL
PROUD OF THERE CULTURE..THERE MOTHER'S SEED AND THEIR FATHER'S DISTANT PAST..CLASHED..BUT..MADE WHAT I TAUGHT THEM...EQUALLY APPLIED..NEVER BITTER...
I'M BLESSED TO BE LOVED...GOD I THANK U...SINCERLY YOURS ...
MS SHEILA JORDAN.AKA..(ISIS)CREATE
Thursday, June 5, 2008
A FACE IN DA MIRROR
REFLECTIONS...
WHAT SPEAKS "GOODMORNING!!!...MIRROR..WOW...YOUR EYES ARE SWOLLEN...WHAT HAPPEN??DID YOU HAVE A BAD NIGHT?? DID YOUR DREAM MEETS WITH REALITY...WERE U SCARED...FROM DA TRUTH ...STARING AT YA...WAS IT SOMETHING WRONG WE DID...COMMITED...SAID...DOES DA PAIN WEAR US THIN...OR IS IT A MIDDLE AGE CRISIS..
A MAN'S REJECTION TO HIS FLESH WITHIN...DA FACE..LOSING BEAUTY...WHAT LOOKS BAC.TALKING...LOUD...SAYS...IT'S BEEN NICE KNOWING YOU..BUT TIME TELLS ON YA...
REMINDS U...IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT..WHAT'S WRONG..SPEAK ON IT "SILENCE"...I KNOW WE ARE AS ONE..DA SAME...A CLONE...WHAT'S EQUAL..A REFLECTION WHERE...
LIPS MOVE LIKE ME....SMILES LIKE ME..LAUGH LIKE ME...HIGH YELLA LIKE ME......DA BORN IDENTITY...CONTEMPLATES...LIKE ME...WHAT A MIRROR SHOWS....PROJECTS...A FACE UNHAPPY
WHAT DID WE DO?...TO MAKE U TURN AND LEAVE ME OUT...DOES SIGHT CARE...DO U LOVE SELF..
DO U WANT ME OUT DA PICTURE....SILENCE..TALK!!!..GET IT OUT...WHATS DA PROBLEM..U STEPS IN 2 VIEW..MIRROR SHOWS ..YOUR ABLE...SECURE...BEAUTIFUL..I'VE BEEN TOLD..WAKE UP..U ASK!!...I DON'T THINK SO...I WAS NEVER ASLEEP..IT'S JUST A FIGMENT...DA MIRROR WORE...MY FUTURE...ENDS BROKE..N...THAT'S NO DREAM...THAT'S DA TRUTH...POVERTY
...HEARTBROKEN..SEES ITSELF ..."CRACKED"...CREATE
WHAT SPEAKS "GOODMORNING!!!...MIRROR..WOW...YOUR EYES ARE SWOLLEN...WHAT HAPPEN??DID YOU HAVE A BAD NIGHT?? DID YOUR DREAM MEETS WITH REALITY...WERE U SCARED...FROM DA TRUTH ...STARING AT YA...WAS IT SOMETHING WRONG WE DID...COMMITED...SAID...DOES DA PAIN WEAR US THIN...OR IS IT A MIDDLE AGE CRISIS..
A MAN'S REJECTION TO HIS FLESH WITHIN...DA FACE..LOSING BEAUTY...WHAT LOOKS BAC.TALKING...LOUD...SAYS...IT'S BEEN NICE KNOWING YOU..BUT TIME TELLS ON YA...
REMINDS U...IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT..WHAT'S WRONG..SPEAK ON IT "SILENCE"...I KNOW WE ARE AS ONE..DA SAME...A CLONE...WHAT'S EQUAL..A REFLECTION WHERE...
LIPS MOVE LIKE ME....SMILES LIKE ME..LAUGH LIKE ME...HIGH YELLA LIKE ME......DA BORN IDENTITY...CONTEMPLATES...LIKE ME...WHAT A MIRROR SHOWS....PROJECTS...A FACE UNHAPPY
WHAT DID WE DO?...TO MAKE U TURN AND LEAVE ME OUT...DOES SIGHT CARE...DO U LOVE SELF..
DO U WANT ME OUT DA PICTURE....SILENCE..TALK!!!..GET IT OUT...WHATS DA PROBLEM..U STEPS IN 2 VIEW..MIRROR SHOWS ..YOUR ABLE...SECURE...BEAUTIFUL..I'VE BEEN TOLD..WAKE UP..U ASK!!...I DON'T THINK SO...I WAS NEVER ASLEEP..IT'S JUST A FIGMENT...DA MIRROR WORE...MY FUTURE...ENDS BROKE..N...THAT'S NO DREAM...THAT'S DA TRUTH...POVERTY
...HEARTBROKEN..SEES ITSELF ..."CRACKED"...CREATE
TESTIMONY IV / SINCERITY
MY SOUL WAITS FOR COMFORT...CALMNESS...MEEKNESS..SWEETNESS...
HOW COME I DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE WHERE LIFE'S GREETS BLISS...
SMILES...FOCUS ONLY WHERE HE/SHE GRAVITATES...HOW CAN I COMPREHEN
YOUR KINDNESS...THE FOREFRONT OF WRITERS...SUPPORT...WHAT AIMS
FOR MY FUTURE...WHEN U OWN SELF...WHILE THOUGHT CONTINUES TO PLAY
DA DILEMMA...BEATING AROUND BUSHES...CURVES TONGUE...SPEECHLESS
THIS COMES AS A SHOCK...I WHO REACHED OUT FOR ATTENTION
OF OTHERS..STAYS STUCK WHERE I'M SINKING...ONLY KNOW THAT
MANY MOONS AGO...I BECAME THE COMPOSITION...WORDS WITH
MEANING...GOD ...WHAT HAPPEN TO THE LOVE OF DOCUMENTS..TIME
PUTTING IN EFFORT...DAYS...WEEKS...MONTHS...ALMOST A YEAR
WHERE...I WAS CONVINCED...I WAS DOING SOMETHING RIGHT...NOW
I DON'T KNOW...HOW MY FUTURE LOOKS...HAD A DREAM...WITH MANY
OPINIONS..FROM FRIENDS AND LOVERS...IT'S SO STRANGE ..HOW
LIFE THROWS A WRENCH IN DA WORKS...WHERE..A DIAMOND SHINED SO
BRIGHT...BEAUTIFUL...ENUFF 2 MAKE A WOMAN RISE ABOVE SEA LEVEL
WHILE FLOATING UNCONCIOUS..DRIFTS...CONFUSED...THINKS OF GIVING
UP ALL TOGETHER...NO ONE KNOWS WHERE I'VE BEEN...WHATS BECOME
DA LONG DISTANCE NOTES..HOURS IN A SILENCE ROOM...HAD NO SUPPORT.
D DREAM SLEEPS...DA CONFIDENCE THAT ONCE HELD ME SO CLOSE...HAS
NOW BECOME BROADCAST NEWS ON DA INTERNET...NEED TO FIND A MIND
THATS EQUIPPED..SHOW ME WHERE I'VE MADE MISTAKES...SOMEONE OF
AUTHORITY..NOT A CHALLENGE..OR SOCIAL ACTIVIST...I DISCOVERED I
AM A NEWBIE...WITH NO SKILLS TO OFFER POETRY..I'VE BEEN FEELIN
LIKE THIS FOR MANY MONTHS NOW...BUT..IN MY SEARCH TO CLAIM PRIDE
AND SELF DIPLOMACY..I TAUGHT MYSELF TO LOVE ME..CARE FOR ME..HUG
AND HOLD ONTO VICTORY...I'M 2...A SENSITIVE WOMAN...A QUEEN WITHOUT
HER MANUAL LABOR..I LOST IT...NOW IT'S TIME I RETIRE..BUT HOW!!!!
FEEL ME..SIGNED...THE POST WITH NO BILLS...CREATE
HOW COME I DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE WHERE LIFE'S GREETS BLISS...
SMILES...FOCUS ONLY WHERE HE/SHE GRAVITATES...HOW CAN I COMPREHEN
YOUR KINDNESS...THE FOREFRONT OF WRITERS...SUPPORT...WHAT AIMS
FOR MY FUTURE...WHEN U OWN SELF...WHILE THOUGHT CONTINUES TO PLAY
DA DILEMMA...BEATING AROUND BUSHES...CURVES TONGUE...SPEECHLESS
THIS COMES AS A SHOCK...I WHO REACHED OUT FOR ATTENTION
OF OTHERS..STAYS STUCK WHERE I'M SINKING...ONLY KNOW THAT
MANY MOONS AGO...I BECAME THE COMPOSITION...WORDS WITH
MEANING...GOD ...WHAT HAPPEN TO THE LOVE OF DOCUMENTS..TIME
PUTTING IN EFFORT...DAYS...WEEKS...MONTHS...ALMOST A YEAR
WHERE...I WAS CONVINCED...I WAS DOING SOMETHING RIGHT...NOW
I DON'T KNOW...HOW MY FUTURE LOOKS...HAD A DREAM...WITH MANY
OPINIONS..FROM FRIENDS AND LOVERS...IT'S SO STRANGE ..HOW
LIFE THROWS A WRENCH IN DA WORKS...WHERE..A DIAMOND SHINED SO
BRIGHT...BEAUTIFUL...ENUFF 2 MAKE A WOMAN RISE ABOVE SEA LEVEL
WHILE FLOATING UNCONCIOUS..DRIFTS...CONFUSED...THINKS OF GIVING
UP ALL TOGETHER...NO ONE KNOWS WHERE I'VE BEEN...WHATS BECOME
DA LONG DISTANCE NOTES..HOURS IN A SILENCE ROOM...HAD NO SUPPORT.
D DREAM SLEEPS...DA CONFIDENCE THAT ONCE HELD ME SO CLOSE...HAS
NOW BECOME BROADCAST NEWS ON DA INTERNET...NEED TO FIND A MIND
THATS EQUIPPED..SHOW ME WHERE I'VE MADE MISTAKES...SOMEONE OF
AUTHORITY..NOT A CHALLENGE..OR SOCIAL ACTIVIST...I DISCOVERED I
AM A NEWBIE...WITH NO SKILLS TO OFFER POETRY..I'VE BEEN FEELIN
LIKE THIS FOR MANY MONTHS NOW...BUT..IN MY SEARCH TO CLAIM PRIDE
AND SELF DIPLOMACY..I TAUGHT MYSELF TO LOVE ME..CARE FOR ME..HUG
AND HOLD ONTO VICTORY...I'M 2...A SENSITIVE WOMAN...A QUEEN WITHOUT
HER MANUAL LABOR..I LOST IT...NOW IT'S TIME I RETIRE..BUT HOW!!!!
FEEL ME..SIGNED...THE POST WITH NO BILLS...CREATE
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
TESTIMONY III/ CRITICS
MORE AND MORE I'M BEING POSTED WITH NO WITH NO COMMENTS
HOW CAN YOU BECOME A FOLLOWING..AN ACT WITH NO WRITTEN
STRIPTURE....THE BUY LINES 2 SUCCESS...WHAT BUILTS
ON CHARACTER WITH POLISHED CRITERIA...YEAH" YOUR STATEMENT
WORE ME THIN...LIKE A STRAW..WITHOUT SIPS..ENUFF2 QUENCH
MY THIRST...LIKE I SAID B4...I'M NEW 2 THIS CAPITAL...HER
ABILITIES TO AMOUNT WITH POTENTIAL...WHERE CRITICS BITE..
THAT'S WHAT GAVE THEM A MOUTH TO PLUG NEWS BASED UPON
WORLD EVENTS..NOT JUST YOUR THOUGHT ON PAPER...BUT..
THE ANGLE IN WHICH IT'S DISPLAYED.. I HAD NO LIFE OF POETRY
OTHER THAN SOME PAPER...PEN...ANATOMY..WHAT FEEDS MY BRAIN
AT THE TIME...I WILL NOT BE BLAMED FOR GIFTS RENDERED..GOD
MIND IM CONTROL OF BEING...GIFTED...TALENTED...BORN WITH MORE
TO GAIN..GIVE...REPONSE TO HOSH POSH..SEE MY OUTCOME AS A POET.
IF U DON'T COME WITH IT...YOU'LL READ THE MESSAGE WRONG...ALWAYS
HOW CAN YOU BECOME A FOLLOWING..AN ACT WITH NO WRITTEN
STRIPTURE....THE BUY LINES 2 SUCCESS...WHAT BUILTS
ON CHARACTER WITH POLISHED CRITERIA...YEAH" YOUR STATEMENT
WORE ME THIN...LIKE A STRAW..WITHOUT SIPS..ENUFF2 QUENCH
MY THIRST...LIKE I SAID B4...I'M NEW 2 THIS CAPITAL...HER
ABILITIES TO AMOUNT WITH POTENTIAL...WHERE CRITICS BITE..
THAT'S WHAT GAVE THEM A MOUTH TO PLUG NEWS BASED UPON
WORLD EVENTS..NOT JUST YOUR THOUGHT ON PAPER...BUT..
THE ANGLE IN WHICH IT'S DISPLAYED.. I HAD NO LIFE OF POETRY
OTHER THAN SOME PAPER...PEN...ANATOMY..WHAT FEEDS MY BRAIN
AT THE TIME...I WILL NOT BE BLAMED FOR GIFTS RENDERED..GOD
MIND IM CONTROL OF BEING...GIFTED...TALENTED...BORN WITH MORE
TO GAIN..GIVE...REPONSE TO HOSH POSH..SEE MY OUTCOME AS A POET.
IF U DON'T COME WITH IT...YOU'LL READ THE MESSAGE WRONG...ALWAYS
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