'NEWSSS.. I NEVER KNEW

When u stay away from the limelite...being absent comes with a lot left outta your spectrum...this morning i was watching this christen service...Joel Olstein...while given his sermon...he stated speaking about a man with great potential..admired all over the industry of tv..he starts by telling about when he was a youngster...he was in his mother's salon...she was a hairstylist...a customer wakes in her shop...
where his presence..made an impression upon her...she looked at him..proceeded to speak...said..your gonna big someday..your name will be in lights..his mom was so
amazed...said...are you prophecing..she answered..God spoke to me...told me so..as a result...this man has become the biggest box office review from critics all over the world...his name>>>DENZEL WASHINGTON<<...MY FAVORITE BLACK ACTOR...GOES TO SHOW U...
When "GOOD" news is fit 2 print...getta be on TOP of thangs...just thought i mention...GOD BLESS U...HAVE A GOOD SUNDAY...CREATE

The Art of Street Poetry

The Art of Street Poetry

ELEMENT OF DECISION

I WAS LISTENING TO A CONVERSATION THE OTHER DAY...THE WIRES STARTS BURNING... FACES STARTED SAYING ..WHAT!!...SO I'M CURIOUS TO FIND...WHAT THE HELL DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE...TO BE AMONGST THE STARS...BECOME THEIR LIFE...THEIR BACKBONE...CALLS YOUR FATE...BECOME BIG...SHOWTIME MONARCH...DA CROWD BLOWS U UP...BRINGS DA NOISE...EXPLOITS U..AS A NEON ...BRIGHT AS LIGHT...GLOWS WITH SUCH ARTISTRY..AND YET...GETS TALKED ABOUT BY THE VERY INDIVDUAL THAT PAYS YOUR AIRTIME..YOUR FOCUS...YOUR EXPOSURE...HOW DOUBLE STANDARD IS THIS...YOUR PROMOTING YOUR BROTHAS AND SISTAHS...GIVIN THEM ROOM ENUFF 2 BREAK LOOSE...SHOW WHAT THEY GOT...ALL OF A SUDDEN...LIFE TAKES YOU OH SO PERSONAL...NOW IT'S ON...U SPEAKOUT..BUT IN POOR TASTE..IT'S YOUR MOUTH..A "TABLOID"
BEFORE U BECOME SOMEONE'S BAC...HOMIE...FOLLOWING...BETTER THINK TWICE..THE IMAGE U PROJECT...BREAKS DA MIC...ENDS SOMETHING THAT ONE SHOULD PRACTICE..HEAR THEMSELVES TALKING..THE PREACHER AIN'T SLEEPIN IN DA POOLPITS..NOR IS HIS AFFLIATES..BE CAREFUL
PROTEGES..EYES ARE WATCHING...WANNA BE LIKE YA...JEALOUSY..STANDS IN DA FRONTLINES OF ENTERTAINMENT..LOUD..RAW..TELLING ON YA...WITH NO CLASS...JUST LOOSE CANNONS..
SINKING TALENT..."BOOM"...UFEELME..WATCH YA BACKS!!!!..FUTURE ACADEMY AWARD WINNERS.. BEWARE SMILES AND GIGGLES...WE GOTTA NUMBER..0000..ZERO...PEACE...CREATE

THEN CAME YOU/ VI

THE BLOOD SWEATS WITH BURDENS OF BREEDIN...SEED WORTHLESS HEATHENS
WHERE SOULS HAVE NO MEANING...WHAT TOLD SLAVERY..I AM YOUR CONTROL 2
LISTEN ..OBEY...WHAT TELLS U...THIS IS YOUR SPACE....YOUR PLACE 2 RELAX.
I RUN THIS PIECE OF FLESH AND BLOOD...WHERE U WOLLOW AS MY SLIT..
MY MEALS...MY CUSTODIAL WORK UNTENSIL..WHATSWEEPS UP MY AFTERMATH ..YOUR
SEXUAL BLACK TARE-BABY..HUSH..WHEN I SPEAK..YOUR SILENCE...WHAT MEETS
AFTER MIDNIGHT..SLEEPS WEARIN HIS LEFTOVERS...PREACHING ALL DA TIME..THESE
NIGGA GOT 2 BE TAUGHT A LESSON...NO FEES...NO GOVT CHEESE..NO CHORES..
GET WHIPS...BUT PLAYED ALL DA TIME WITH THAT BLACK QUEEN...SOMEONE'S BABY'S
MOMMA...COOK OR DOMESTIC SILENT MERCHANT..WHAT BOUGHT..SOLD AND KEPT YOUR SECRET..REVEALED..I'M DA ONE FOUND OUT LATER...THE LOOK...I WANNA KNOW BETTER
GUEST...WHAT DO U THINK??... POEMENTRY'S..CREATE

DA PROUDNESS / PT V

LIKE A PLEDGE...
A SERMON TO LIVE BY..THE GOSPEL ACCORDING 2 MY CHILDREN..WHICH SPOKE 2 ME ON MOTHER'S DAY..HOW PROUD OF ME THEY ARE..AN ACCOMPLISHED MOTHERHOOD...ALL THROUGHOUT THEIR LIVES AS ..TEACHER..MENTOR...GUARDIAN...HOUSEWIFE...MS DIVORCEE..MS CREATE.. AFTER YEARS GAVE IN2 WRITING..WHAT WAS SPIRITUALLY MENTIONED...WHILE HANDS WORKED HARD..AND SORES BROKE OUT AS WATER CLOGS MY FINGERTIPS..PREPARING ANOTHER DAYS MEALS ..FOR THE WORLD 2 EAT AND ENJOY...MY FEET CAME HOME TIRED...BUT.I STILL MADE TIME FOR THEM...NO MATTER WHAT..IF I HAD A FRIEND..MALE COMPANION OR A VISIT FROM FRIENDS IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD...THERE'S NEVER A DAY OR NIGHT..MY TRIBE HEARD MY MOUTH..THE CRIES OF BITTER SWEET DISCIPLINE OR JUST A HUG AND KISS JESTER..THAT'S ALL I CAPTURED AS MY LOVE AND CONCERN..TRUE..I BROKE ON THEM MILLIONS OF DAYS IN REARIN..EVEN THREW A FEW THINGS..LIKE FOOD LOL..NOTHING PERSONAL..THAT'S WHAT I WOULD DO...AM INTERPETATION OF MOTHER DEAREST..OHHH THATS BAD NEWS..BUT IT WAS DONE IN GOOD TASTE..COZ MY CHILDREN KNEW ..I WAS KIDDIN WITH THEM..BUT WHEN I GET MAD..WATCH OUT...THEY WANTED TO GO AROUND THE CORNER TO THEIR GRANDMA'S HOUSE..I WOULD LEAVE THERE EARS RINGIN...BUTT TINGLIN..AND POCKETS..WITH NO CHING CHING..WHICH THEY COULD NOT DEAL WITH..EVERY WEEK THEY GOT ALLOWANCE..NEVER LEFT THER POCKETS EMPTY...AND NOW AS I LOOK BAC..THEIR THANKING ME FOR HARDCORE STATURE..A WELL UPBRINGING..CAUSE YOU LOVED ME..THANK YOU MY TRIBE..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...MOMMY...THEY WERE ALL VICTIMS OF DAD'S STONES ROLLING..IN AND OUT..WHEN THEY FELT IT WAS ACCEPTABLE 2 COME AND GIVE BAC..PLUS MESS WITH MOM AS WELL..DON'T THINK SO....LET ME EXPLAIN...WHILE GROWING UP IN A GHETTO OF JAMAICA QUEENS...WHAT WAS ONCE A PLACE..WHERE SUBURBIAN LIVING WAS EVERYONE'S CHOICE..WHERE CLEANLINESS..SAW
U WATCHING THE CRACKS IN BETWEEN DA GROUND..WHERE U WALK..GREW UP..A TROPICAL PARADISE..U NEVER KNEW EXISTED UNTIL..THE MOVE FROM THE BRONX 2 HEAVEN... PUTTING
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
A PREJUDICE BONE..WHY..MY MULATTO BACKGROUND..WAS DISCOVERED AFTER I DID OUR ANCESTRY..MY DAD NEVER MENTIONED ..HIS FATHER WAS WHITE MIXED WITH BLACK..BLOOD IT STRETCHES TO DA ENDS OF THE EARTH...I WAS DETERMINE TO FIND OUT...WHY BECAUSE..I DIDN'T KNOW MY OWN NATIONALITY FOR YEARS..THANKS TO ANCESTRY.COM..MY HISTORY WAS BROUGHT FORTH...I HAD NO LOVE FROM MY PEOPLE FOR MANY OF YEARS...BUT..WHAT CAME OUT OF IT...A MILITANT...BLACK ACTIVIST..FELLOWING ORGS..READING SLAVERY...CHANGED ME..
HERE IT IS YEARS LATER..I'M NO ANGEL..BUT I KNEW MY PLACE AS A BLACK WOMAN WITH RHYTHMS WHICH SPOKE MIXED EMOTIONS...WHERE MY CHILDREN ARE BLESSED...MULTI..RACIAL
PROUD OF THERE CULTURE..THERE MOTHER'S SEED AND THEIR FATHER'S DISTANT PAST..CLASHED..BUT..MADE WHAT I TAUGHT THEM...EQUALLY APPLIED..NEVER BITTER...
I'M BLESSED TO BE LOVED...GOD I THANK U...SINCERLY YOURS ...
MS SHEILA JORDAN.AKA..(ISIS)CREATE

A FACE IN DA MIRROR

REFLECTIONS...
WHAT SPEAKS "GOODMORNING!!!...MIRROR..WOW...YOUR EYES ARE SWOLLEN...WHAT HAPPEN??DID YOU HAVE A BAD NIGHT?? DID YOUR DREAM MEETS WITH REALITY...WERE U SCARED...FROM DA TRUTH ...STARING AT YA...WAS IT SOMETHING WRONG WE DID...COMMITED...SAID...DOES DA PAIN WEAR US THIN...OR IS IT A MIDDLE AGE CRISIS..
A MAN'S REJECTION TO HIS FLESH WITHIN...DA FACE..LOSING BEAUTY...WHAT LOOKS BAC.TALKING...LOUD...SAYS...IT'S BEEN NICE KNOWING YOU..BUT TIME TELLS ON YA...
REMINDS U...IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT..WHAT'S WRONG..SPEAK ON IT "SILENCE"...I KNOW WE ARE AS ONE..DA SAME...A CLONE...WHAT'S EQUAL..A REFLECTION WHERE...
LIPS MOVE LIKE ME....SMILES LIKE ME..LAUGH LIKE ME...HIGH YELLA LIKE ME......DA BORN IDENTITY...CONTEMPLATES...LIKE ME...WHAT A MIRROR SHOWS....PROJECTS...A FACE UNHAPPY
WHAT DID WE DO?...TO MAKE U TURN AND LEAVE ME OUT...DOES SIGHT CARE...DO U LOVE SELF..
DO U WANT ME OUT DA PICTURE....SILENCE..TALK!!!..GET IT OUT...WHATS DA PROBLEM..U STEPS IN 2 VIEW..MIRROR SHOWS ..YOUR ABLE...SECURE...BEAUTIFUL..I'VE BEEN TOLD..WAKE UP..U ASK!!...I DON'T THINK SO...I WAS NEVER ASLEEP..IT'S JUST A FIGMENT...DA MIRROR WORE...MY FUTURE...ENDS BROKE..N...THAT'S NO DREAM...THAT'S DA TRUTH...POVERTY
...HEARTBROKEN..SEES ITSELF ..."CRACKED"...CREATE

TESTIMONY IV / SINCERITY

MY SOUL WAITS FOR COMFORT...CALMNESS...MEEKNESS..SWEETNESS...
HOW COME I DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE WHERE LIFE'S GREETS BLISS...
SMILES...FOCUS ONLY WHERE HE/SHE GRAVITATES...HOW CAN I COMPREHEN
YOUR KINDNESS...THE FOREFRONT OF WRITERS...SUPPORT...WHAT AIMS
FOR MY FUTURE...WHEN U OWN SELF...WHILE THOUGHT CONTINUES TO PLAY
DA DILEMMA...BEATING AROUND BUSHES...CURVES TONGUE...SPEECHLESS

THIS COMES AS A SHOCK...I WHO REACHED OUT FOR ATTENTION
OF OTHERS..STAYS STUCK WHERE I'M SINKING...ONLY KNOW THAT
MANY MOONS AGO...I BECAME THE COMPOSITION...WORDS WITH
MEANING...GOD ...WHAT HAPPEN TO THE LOVE OF DOCUMENTS..TIME
PUTTING IN EFFORT...DAYS...WEEKS...MONTHS...ALMOST A YEAR
WHERE...I WAS CONVINCED...I WAS DOING SOMETHING RIGHT...NOW
I DON'T KNOW...HOW MY FUTURE LOOKS...HAD A DREAM...WITH MANY
OPINIONS..FROM FRIENDS AND LOVERS...IT'S SO STRANGE ..HOW
LIFE THROWS A WRENCH IN DA WORKS...WHERE..A DIAMOND SHINED SO
BRIGHT...BEAUTIFUL...ENUFF 2 MAKE A WOMAN RISE ABOVE SEA LEVEL
WHILE FLOATING UNCONCIOUS..DRIFTS...CONFUSED...THINKS OF GIVING
UP ALL TOGETHER...NO ONE KNOWS WHERE I'VE BEEN...WHATS BECOME
DA LONG DISTANCE NOTES..HOURS IN A SILENCE ROOM...HAD NO SUPPORT.
D DREAM SLEEPS...DA CONFIDENCE THAT ONCE HELD ME SO CLOSE...HAS
NOW BECOME BROADCAST NEWS ON DA INTERNET...NEED TO FIND A MIND
THATS EQUIPPED..SHOW ME WHERE I'VE MADE MISTAKES...SOMEONE OF
AUTHORITY..NOT A CHALLENGE..OR SOCIAL ACTIVIST...I DISCOVERED I
AM A NEWBIE...WITH NO SKILLS TO OFFER POETRY..I'VE BEEN FEELIN
LIKE THIS FOR MANY MONTHS NOW...BUT..IN MY SEARCH TO CLAIM PRIDE
AND SELF DIPLOMACY..I TAUGHT MYSELF TO LOVE ME..CARE FOR ME..HUG
AND HOLD ONTO VICTORY...I'M 2...A SENSITIVE WOMAN...A QUEEN WITHOUT
HER MANUAL LABOR..I LOST IT...NOW IT'S TIME I RETIRE..BUT HOW!!!!
FEEL ME..SIGNED...THE POST WITH NO BILLS...CREATE

TESTIMONY III/ CRITICS

MORE AND MORE I'M BEING POSTED WITH NO WITH NO COMMENTS
HOW CAN YOU BECOME A FOLLOWING..AN ACT WITH NO WRITTEN
STRIPTURE....THE BUY LINES 2 SUCCESS...WHAT BUILTS
ON CHARACTER WITH POLISHED CRITERIA...YEAH" YOUR STATEMENT
WORE ME THIN...LIKE A STRAW..WITHOUT SIPS..ENUFF2 QUENCH
MY THIRST...LIKE I SAID B4...I'M NEW 2 THIS CAPITAL...HER
ABILITIES TO AMOUNT WITH POTENTIAL...WHERE CRITICS BITE..
THAT'S WHAT GAVE THEM A MOUTH TO PLUG NEWS BASED UPON
WORLD EVENTS..NOT JUST YOUR THOUGHT ON PAPER...BUT..
THE ANGLE IN WHICH IT'S DISPLAYED.. I HAD NO LIFE OF POETRY
OTHER THAN SOME PAPER...PEN...ANATOMY..WHAT FEEDS MY BRAIN
AT THE TIME...I WILL NOT BE BLAMED FOR GIFTS RENDERED..GOD
MIND IM CONTROL OF BEING...GIFTED...TALENTED...BORN WITH MORE
TO GAIN..GIVE...REPONSE TO HOSH POSH..SEE MY OUTCOME AS A POET.
IF U DON'T COME WITH IT...YOU'LL READ THE MESSAGE WRONG...ALWAYS

Testimony PT II

THIS WEEK HAS BECOME VERY BUSY..BOUGHT A GAS GRILL...I WAS SKEPTICLE AT FIRST "BEING"...IT'S BEEN 2 YEARS SINCE THE FIRE OF MY NEIGHBOR IN BAC OF ME..SHE MADE THE MISTAKE OF LEAVING THE GRILL SHE HAD UP AGAINST HER BACKYARD WALL...WHERE IT STARTED A FIRE..FLAMES WENT EVERYWHERE...WE SMELLED THE SMOKE..STARTED COUGHING OURSELVES...I WAS DEVISTATED TO SAY THE LEAST..AS A RESULT..WE HAD TO PUT THEM UP FOR THREE WEEKS..WHILE GLENDA...THE "MOTHER" STAYED AT HER SISTER'S HOUSE...UNTIL REPAIRS WERE MADE...YOU KNOW ..THE LORD IS AMAZING...IN LIFE ..WE DO THINGS TO OTHERS...WHERE AS WHEN ONE GOOD TERM DESERVES ANOTHER...WERE THE EXAMPLE OF GOD'S IMFIMITE WISDOM AND STRENGTH...YOU SEE...IT WAS EXACTLY 6 YEARS BEFORE THIS HAPPEN..THAT MY SON WAS INVOLVED IN A ROBBERY..COME TO FIND OUT..IT WAS MY SON WHO ROBBED THEIR HOME...THESE SAME NEIGHBORS..MY CHILDREN GREW UP WITH...HE EMBARRISHED ME SO MUCH...ALL THE NEIGHBORS KNEW ABOUT IT..COULDN'T BELIEVE IT WAS NATE...NOW...CLEAN..NO MORE DRUGS...NO ALCOHOL....AND OH YEAH...NO STEALING...CLEANED HIS OWN BROTHER AND SISTER'S THING OUT ...AS WELL AS MY STUFF...I WENT THROUGH HELL AND HIGH WATER WITH HIM FOR THE NEXT 2 YEARS..NOW...AT 27...HE'S MY YOUNGEST GROWN MAN..YES I SAID YOUNGEST OF 5 CHILDREN..HE DID SO MUCH DAMAGE IN HIS LIFE...BUT...MY NEIGHBOR GLENDA ...HAS FORGIVEN EVERYTHING HE DID...WE BEEN TOGETHER AS NEIGHBORS FOR 41 YRS..VERY CLOSE...BUT GLENDA KNEW I WAS STRUGGLING WITH THIS PROBLEM..BUT SHE NEVER EXPECTED IT TO GO THAT FAR..MY CHILDREN'S FATHER..WAS MURDERED..IN 91..THERE AFTER..MY SON FLIPPED ON ME...I THANK GOD FOR DA BLESSINGS..I WAS A DIVORCED WOMAN...WHERE I MET THEIR DAD...DRUGS CAME IN2 PLAY..WHERE HE OWED MONEY..OF WHICH...TOOK HIS LIFE..HE WAS SHOT IN DA HEAD..HE WAS MISSING FOR TWO WEEKS...WHERE THEY FOUND HIM LYING IN WATER IN DA BRONX NY...NATE WAS ONLY 10 YEARS OLD...WHEN WE GOT THE CALL FROM HIS MOTHER..IT WAS A SUNDAY..WE JUST GOT BACK FROM CHURCH..I WAS PREPARING DINNER...WHEN THE PHONE RANG..HIS MOM SAID AND I QUOTE...SHEILA..WE LAST HIM..I REPLIED "WHAT DO U MEAN"? ..LOST HIM...THEY FOUND ANTHONY'S BODY...MY DAUGHTER TAMMY..FAUNTED...FELL DOWN THE BASEMENT STAIRS..HEAD FIRST...I SCREAMED UNTIL MY MOM CAME OUT HER BEDROOM..SAID..WHAT HAPPEN...WE ALL JUST HELD ONE ANOTHER AND I HELD MY CHILDREN SO TIGHT AND CRIED..THESE CHILDREN HAVE HAD A HISTORY OF NEGLIGENCE ON HIS FAMILY'S BEHALF..RAISED MY KIDS WITH THE RESPECT OF LIVING UNDER AUTHORITY...ALWAYS RESPECT YOUR ELDERS...NATE WAS REBELLING FOR YEARS
I WENT THROUGH THERAPY...PROGRAMS..MEETINGS...IT'S BEEN A HARD NUT 2 CRACK...BUT I MADE IT THROUGH WITH FLYING COLORS...GIFTED BY GOD..WHERE...WITHOUT HIM...FAMILY ISSUES WOULD HAVE PLACED ME AWAY RIGHT ALONG WITH MY CHILD..NOW...NATE...MY NEIGHBOR
GLENDA..HER KIDS..MY KIDS ARE THE BEST OF FRIENDS...THEY CALL US FAMILY...AND YES..THE CHURCH BROUGHT THEM ALL TOGETHER..WHERE THE MOTHER..HER TWO DAUGHTERS... TERRY AND SHAYNA...MY DAUGHTER..TAMMY AND MY GRAND KIDS..WERE ALL BAPTIZED ALL IN ONE DAYS CEREMONY...NATE..WELL..IT STILL WORKING ON HIM..BUT HIS RECOVERY CAME WHEN HE LEFT US FOR THOSE 2 YEARS...SCARED STRAIGHT TACTIC...IT WORKED.."PRAISE DA LORD"..
THOUGHT I MENTION...THANK U FOR YOUR TIME...CREATE
"A COMMENTARY"
WHEN I LOOK BACK ON CHANGE...DISCOVERING..THIS TOO SHALL PASS...HOLDS A
VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE DOWN HERE ON EARTH..YOU CAN FOOL SOME OF THE PEOPLE ALL OF THE TIME..BUT U CAN'T HIDE FROM YOURSELF...IT SNEAKS UP FROM BEHIND AND GRABS A HOLD OF U...TAKES 2 STEPS BACK FROM CLIMBING LADDERS OF SUCCESS...2 CRIMINAL NONSENSE...WITH NO EXPLANATION...EXCEPT...I NEEDED DA MONEY...WELL..SO DO I..BUT YOU DON'T SEE ME RIPPIN OFF MY FOLLOWMAN OR WOMAN ..TO GAIN INTEREST.. SO ON AND SO ON AND SO ON...LANDING U IN JAIL 4 TWO YEARS...BEING KEPT ALIVE ..AFTER SOMEONE ASK YOU
FOR YOUR SNEAKERS..U SAY NO..THEN..FIND YOURSELF IN A ALTERCATION...LEAVING MY SON HARDHEADED..WITH BLUNGEON "BLACK AND BLUE EYES" FROM BEING ATTACKED AT NIGHT..WHEN DA LIGHTS WENT OUT...THESE THINGS ARE MAJOR MOHAN...A SIGN..MY SON WORE SCARES FOR 3 WEEKS ..WHILE GOING UP IN THOSE HILLS..ON VISITS...BUT WHEN I LEAVE..U CAN SEE HIS EYES WATERED..EVERY TIME... THAT'S CHANGE WORKING ON RECOVERY..GOD BLESS

MEGA MILLION BLACK MAN

A BLACK YOUNG MAN.. 19 YEAR OLD BECOMES A MEGA MILLIONS Words from the wiseman...CONGATULATIONS...he's a blessing to his family...by adding the ages of his family members...GOD.granted him a mega million...when ask...what was the first thing he was going to do...he replied...well the first thing i will do is to give to my church..being thats what your suppose to do...the second thing i'm going to help my mom...buy her a house...at 19..this shows..all black men don't forget who they are..and how life functions when love takes it time ...goodness shall walk with "Jesus" all da days of your life...keep yours prayers going up... not for da wicked...live right...in GOD'S EYESITE...you'll shall prosper...amen...3:16..god so love the world.. he gave his only begotten son...live by this scripture...have a blessed life...Peace Create''s...Poementry

when da storm becomes too much to bare

i roar..when rain captures my emotions...i float on the seas of devotion...i cry when the pain gets so lonesome...i try what takes my notion to climb above composure...what keeps me beneath...waves that speak...loud..ranges above the ground...throws my anger... where.. laughter takes over...in order to handle what's impossible..calm... makes it's way ...release da downfall of disaster.. finds it's rescue ..i glide on surface..where..your shores gains it's trust to imbrace...a candle..with gentle warmth...compassion...i rest asure...life is my protection...where i believe love waits 4....devine intervention...the everlastng light..where i rise above sea level..cry no more..when land arrives...finds my soul in time....Create

DA NIGHTMARE / REALITY OF A DREAM

I SAW YOU.. THE SAME OLD SPECTACLE..WHAT SINGS DA SONGS OF VIRTUE...WEARS BLACK AS HIS COLOR....WALKS WITH A LIMP..TILTS HIS HEAD...PLAYS ON YOUR CALAMITY...STARES HARD AND LONG...WHERE DOES THIS DEEP CULTURE..WITH A CUT THROAT FACIAL IMAGE..COMPELS 2 FLATTERY COME FROM...HIS EYES.. SHARP IN VISION..LOOKS PIERCELY SENSUAL..BUT DANGEROUSLY CUNNING...HE STEM AMONG THE RUINS OF WOMAN..GIVES HER HIS VENOM...STINGS..LIKE A BEE.. WHEN U GET NEAR HONEYCOMB..WHERE DA BEHIVE SMELLS DA FLESH OF A HUMAN...MAKES HER DELIGHTFUL...MAKES YOU HIS BODY..WHERE HE DRAINS U DRY...MOISTURE CAN'T REASON WITH FLESH..OBSORBS YOUR LIFE..RIGHT FROM UNDER CAVLIAR DESCRETION..BEWARE OF HIS WARPED PENGELLIUM ...WITH SHARP TEETH..HE'S DA NIGHT..U DON'T WAIT 4 ALONE...KEEP YOUR GUARD UP... WAIT 4 MORNING..OPENYOUR EYES ..DA DREAM IS OVER.... WAS A NIGHTMARE... YOUR BOSS MADE U MAD..U BROUGHT HIM HOME FOR REST..WORE DISAGREEMENTS TO BED...MESSED WITH YOUR HEAD..HOW YOU GOT DISMISSED...DAM.. THAT'S HEAVY..NO...HE WAS...GET IT....SHE LET IT GET 2 PERSONAL...POEMENTRY'S CREATE

SUMMER'S TRANSCRIPT

ONE... WHO COMES WITH FLOWERS AND AN KISS HELLO... HE SMILES ...BRINGS HIS WARM ..SENSITIVITY...GENTLENESS.. WEARING A SMILE ALL DA TIME...MAKES ME LAUGH...COMES AND GOES..BUT ALWAYS SAYS ..I''LL SHALL RETURN..AND HE DOES WHEN I GET LONELY..HE KNOWS JUST WHEN TO OPEN MY EYES,,BY YELLING HEY GIRL WAKEUP..IT'S YOUR BETTER HALF OF FRIENDSHIP...MAKING TIME WITH SUMMER TRANSCRIPTS...WRITES REMINDS ME ..IT'S TIME TO GET STARTING ..GO TO WRITER GUILD..JOIN .. I GAVE YOU THE PUBLISHER'S NAME...WHERE HE CAN BE FOUND..AT THE BOWLING ALLEY IN HARLEM...THUR NIGHTS..AT 6:00PM UNTIL 10:00.. GO MAKE IT HAPPEN...TELL MS DEE..AS IN RUBY..OSSIE DAVIS'S WIFE .. I SAID I SENT YOU GIRL..WISH U LUCK MY SISTAH..GOODLUCK IN POETRY.. HOPE GET THAT BOOK PUBLISHED...YOUR FRIEND JAY...LET ME KNOW WHAT HAPPENS..PEACE THIS IS MY FINISHING PRODUCT..HOPE U LIKE IT..THE SUMMER OF 2008...NEW ADDITION....HARLEM'S.WRITER'S GUILD SYMPOSIUM...IN JULY... I kissed waves ..breaks me from bein in shy company..exposes me ..to where love grows so unsefishly...but sufficates areas that play games and frolics..once i motion ...move my bodyparts his smile scare me...i wanna keep security emotinally stable...from relapsin..while transcending closeness.the formalities 2 embrace love for my man...who keeps me strong...i enforce the urge to bring him home..light a fire and warm his heart..with candles burning..soft music and mellow magic from scented air breathin.within his space...da smell of his sweat...after shower gels leaves his soul mines..lives inside my world...the core of my being looks no more...life producted da man of my dreams..thank you GOD...what has reached for da stars..i gained da universe..as atlas..stand before we...blessed da earth's sun..da moon..and da stars..heaven gave...an entity..time blessed..CREATE....4/29/08

C . E.

IT'S BEEN A YEAR..WHERE ARE YOU..DOING HERE...WHAT ARE YOU DOING...NOW...GRANDFATHER!!..WHAT HAPPEN TO YOUR SON..THE BABY DO U STILL HAVE YOUR FRIEND...IS THIS HOW LIFE TREATS AN EX...SHES A GRANDMA AS WELL...DOES QUAN THINK ABOUT ME DOES MY NAME STILL LIVE INSIDE HIS WORLD...WHY U SAID GOODBYE BECAUSE U HAVE ANOTHER ...THAT'S OK..I'M STIILL ALIVE AND KICKIN YOUR ASS IN CONVO...THOUGHT YOU GOT OUTTA DA WAY...WHERE MILES DRIVES ITSELF TO NOWHERE ...LEADS U RIGHT BACK HERE..WHERE YOUR FACE BECOMES MY BED..MY SOFA..MY BATHROOM FROM THROWING UP YOUR GUTS UP FROM DRINKING ALCOHOL...RECOVERY...RUNNING AWAY FROM ANOTHER WHO SAID...GET DA FUCK OUT...GO SEE HER...YOUR PAST MISTAKE...YOUR GOLDEN GIRL..WITH THE BANK ACCOUNT..KNOWING ALL THE TIME...I'M AFFECTED WITH HIV...PLAYING WITH THE BOTH OF US...WHERE ARE YOU NOW IN QUEENS..BROOKLYN MANHATTAN..WHOS DA WOMAN NOW IN YOUR LIFE...I'M GONE....DO U CARE WHAT HAPPENED...I MEAN...U SAID..AND I QUOTE...WHATEVER I AM....YOUR MY PAST..FUTURE..WE GOT HISTORY ..SHEILA...WHAT EVER U NEED..I GOT FOR U...BUT..DID U GO BACK...ARE U SEXUALLY ACTIVE WITH LIZ...WE CAN NEVER BE..AS IT WAS BE4...BUT I DO DRIFT. I DO ..THINK ABOUT US...WHICH IS NO MORE...IS THERE ANOTHER..U WANNA KNOW ABOUT...DON'T BE ASKING..YOUR COUSIN OR HER DAUGHTER ...IF I'M WITH SOMEONE ELSE...I 'M ALONE...HAVE SEVERAL CLOSE ASSOCIATES ..READING POETRY..LOVING IT...GOD BLESS YOU...TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF..THANKS 4 DA VISIT TO SEE MY MOM AND NATE...U HURT HIM ALOT..BUT HE'S DOING FINE...GOT A GIRL NOW...SHE KEEPS HIM IN LINE...AND YES I'M STILL WORKING..DOING JUST FINE...FIND YOUR WAY IN LIFE..COZ I HAVE ONE...WHAT YA GONNA DO ABOUT YOURS... RECOVERY?..REPEATS SHEILA..OVER AND OVER AGAIN..STOP IT...MOVE ON..I HAVE...PEACE..SIGNED...NEW AND IMPROVED...CREATE...THOUGHT U KNEW...DONT WEAR ME IN YOUR MOUTH..I AM NO ADDICT OR CRACKHEAD..I'M YOUR RECOVERY...WITH WORDS UNSPOKEN...YOUR NUMBER WAS RIPPED UP..WON'T NEED IT...PEACE

photofinish

where i've been... shows footage...one who looks at some...never to spectate...but relive what happens...place yourself in da beginning of years conquering child from adulthood...manifest it's camera...taking you through..expecting the not so happy... 2 what you never expect...but it some cases...the truth has a price to living commercially outspoken...while the news is devistating to say the least...i am your spectator...your eyes to the prize of being a wide range of ethnicity gone wrong....so you search understanding...know that it's something only a strong...ambition overseer...can grasp..hold as her save deposit box..locked up..protect..him where sadness..puts a room full of classics...ask the cameraman...when do we begin....vote pick what's so unreal..and yet..spells da truth...how is it...your so new and improve..through all the you been through...i'm so in2 your life...see another side of you....not your real indentity..it's scary..it's not excepting friendship...not excepting me...but loving your soul inside this woman..she can't get enuff of it...but she cries all the time...feeling you..feelin she...wanting him ...never...telling how it really is in her life...following you...keeping dreams...heart flutters... gets butterflies...nervous as hell..capturing want of a brotha...in criminology's aspect...turning over...see a new face..a new prospective...anew male period...living inside your love...this has been barbells...lifting...strength of character..when times was rough..in your hood...but in all of this.i'm in love...getting sloppy...losing focus on storyline...sometimes it hurts....i can never be..a reporter..or a news editor...my footage ..alone makes me go in2 persons..with similar traits..as yours..that's me...sorry..i had to open up a can of worms...da butterflies are growing..the heart's going crazy...your the reason why..my friendship lives 4 ever..inside of you..sugah... again i crossed da line...forgive me...can't lie... got2btrue2.. uknow...poetry...da storyteller...smile...(" ) ") sj..c

DISTANCE

Long distance... I wait...4 eyes to connect what's calm ..our cool calamity...where your smile goes all through me...tickles my insides...i giggle..get happy...where your the energy...which takes control of my filled dreams..clouds becomes what lifts me...my feet...sores like a bird...takes flight...i 'm deep in2 your presence the level of speech grows deeper...my soul wears you....don't know how to act. when your by my side...it's just a figment of imagination..can't feeya...so i pretend...what's real in our lives...i won't look at this in a negative eye..your da man..the one ...who stands among principles...a class in session..while the podium performs...your subject matter..with educated rule...i get high.. as your charm i live by..smart is your title...what helps me graduate thought...now shares you as..his knowledge..his equal..your sense..to carry me through...where my childlike state...learns 2 b da student who becomes da degrees of lyrical moments and elements of decision..da distance..calls him..where i am your major...saved me from becoming failure i'm elivated..don't wanna come down...when spirit rises above...i 'll go da distance...where you are....brillance...thank u for everything...man in my life you know who u are...sj

cumberbunt

Where my soul wears a craven 2 mole deep and inviting...somethin..i feel...something i have not..someone who cares not...but..out there...i think 2 myself...speak...what time of da essence...the dawn... makes it's slow process break..my caged like image...shy..where no one thinks..i am..becomes da ways..actions...to keep seeing wrong...tears..fears...negligence...turns to cumberbunts..a soft..warm affectionate piece of no man..but acts in it's place for comfort...what a wholly thang to replace...such cruelty... i tend 2 wonder..what's left 4 woman's affections...can she still look like feelings..time will tell what's brewing...the master's venom...the healing after effects...the beatings...the killing...what's a girl 2 expect...i'm told there's a shortage of elete intervention...but.stems from aggravated burnt out overwork..with no love to leave 4 anyone's mind..but why me...i love so hard..give so unselfishly..but why me...share everything..leave no one undone..respect my black male counterparts...to drain what God has intended...bestoys love hangups..i need belief in my heart...no excuses...besides..what are da chances..u become like some animals..exstinct...then ..where would that leave humans..2 bare fruit..with no world access...life ends...what man creates...me..cumberbuntin..got my placement...it works 4...what has no heart...can i b cured..of course i can..i still can love..man..hate none..so i wait..

YOUR OBVIOUSLY DA 1

Your what revolves...i turn...look...see the irreplacible u...walks in2my world..sits on a mantle piece..looking at me...now who gave u permission to gaze while i'm in da nude..where skin smoothe as silk..performs nasty acts..legs spreads..eternal organs vibrate..while i'm your playmate...slips in2 pictorials da games of chance..starts by licking what's staring..gets me stimulated i lie among silks and satin...where my floral approachs..makes it 's entrance lays me down..4 plays..carries on..i dialate...move whats faces u...it's your turn get with da program..it's not 2 cleasne what's in need of recovery..it's what covers your wishes..while i'm alone ..a vision of lovely sex...turning u on...as spiral goes 2 da polls...i'm rated on a scale as mmm...but u can't respond..pics are on da mantlepiece of charm..framed as still life...i make u suffer...u feel my butt..sensation erupts..haven't it been going on...when heat tells itself 2 make this come alive..wear what's obvious...you..da 1..who believes i'm yours..without da sound of silence...thoughts becomes a photograph...pretends...c..sj

bio rhythms>MUSIQ

Where history plays my body...dance as feet kicks it's heals..i wanna be da sound...da notes...da beat...serenedes format..climb like a dove..with safistication...i sway like a swan..in movement...gently floats..like a calm way 2 connect with patience...love 4 my partner..as his warm hands extent closure bodies caress nature...heat rotates flava...two people meets as kisses...hugs..begins music...you flow..your arms are ready to reflex emotional contact...eyes look towards 2 platform...circular bio-rhythms radiances...takes liquidation as it's mineral oil..laced with aromatherapy...ease my mind...while..vapors form...agrees with this close sensation...2 dream of deep passionate dips and hopes 2 ovulate...he sends me.. points...draws embrace a tight hold...thoughts of letting me go...concludes what he's sayin..tonite is young...and i'm older than..what began..the dance becomes my long lost memory...to chase da storm...da dance..da place..him...musiq...soul...loves child...i get hooked...marry me...sing..play our song..love...your though of often in my future...u dance...i am love..found bio rhythm...generically intended..2 stay forever in love.

phase III what is serious 2 u

I dim the lights...set a candle... what leaves me withdrawn and speechless...what drinks my conscience...helps prepares my daily routine...i'm weak...can't say nothing...want a way out of fighting..what left a stain on my heart...a color...one with sparkle.. bright as stonecast mountaintops with snow ... a bird..which shapes my wings...but recognizes outcries...woe is me..what beats my torn..ragget wilderness..flies like eagles grabs whatevers in sight...trees...that sees it's final warning...fires...a match burning culture...the earth's stillness remains...where life...natures...runs..hides b4 da final hour begins...so i shake..like the ground pulls weight..gravity no longer lift my spirit...times to think ...where is lovefor life..where do we go from here...green is our oxygen...solar is our system...takes over...what we began as heaven...right where we live...one on top..one underground...one on in between earth or hell...one is da number...starts ticking...what are you doing 2 yourselves..while wasting precious moments...driving...luxury..without..excercises that habit..to air out our...land...lungs...conbustibles...stop da madness...come together..find solutions to a better world..after all ..this time comes but...once..two strikes...equals three amounts..going down...energy...da price of oil the economy...i live for what's given me..hope..health...happiness and security. all makes up safe haven...people with a reason 2 succeed in God's plan...take one moment in time...make last a lifetime..until he calls us..when your not thankful...take care of your earth..it comes much faster...falls..contracts..breaks what was given 2 man/women... leaves...end times begins...skies open wide he comes..takes it all bac..stop playing..4 real....c..sj this

one chance..one moment

As i explore my horizons...time waits for my life grabs at what's fine..what completes ownership what's mine... levels of reason...song...season i hold da keys..open my existence...aim for what's different..while heaven takes place...saves my spirit i come as INDIAN princess...soul...with love for cupid's assistance...i'm looking for what completes me...a woman...with eyes staring down.. a teepee as comfort...where she finds him...slippers and bed rest...commance 2 have sex...lips watered... confidence i'm no longer obstinence...reassures bodies sent...touch da charm...rubs me right in2 his arms...slides his tongue down my asphalt jungle...where paradise opens wide.. performs erotic lovesongs...works my inner child...goes wildly in2 da night...loving me... as i'm loving him...climbing walls...where climax wets it's paposse...hiyawhatha goes down...under resistance...where still waters runs deep... Pocahontas greets her end times...says goodbye... she drowns...commits suicide..where love devours her blind...lost sight...gave up...left nothing... gone forever...us the final birth affect...da pain of new life...motherless child fatherless wife.....love looses both...life begins.. Geronimo create/2008