Monday, May 5, 2008

C . E.

IT'S BEEN A YEAR..WHERE ARE YOU..DOING HERE...WHAT ARE YOU DOING...NOW...GRANDFATHER!!..WHAT HAPPEN TO YOUR SON..THE BABY
DO U STILL HAVE YOUR FRIEND...IS THIS HOW LIFE TREATS AN
EX...SHES A GRANDMA AS WELL...DOES QUAN THINK ABOUT ME
DOES MY NAME STILL LIVE INSIDE HIS WORLD...WHY U SAID GOODBYE
BECAUSE U HAVE ANOTHER ...THAT'S OK..I'M STIILL ALIVE AND KICKIN
YOUR ASS IN CONVO...THOUGHT YOU GOT OUTTA DA WAY...WHERE MILES
DRIVES ITSELF TO NOWHERE ...LEADS U RIGHT BACK HERE..WHERE YOUR
FACE BECOMES MY BED..MY SOFA..MY BATHROOM FROM THROWING UP YOUR
GUTS UP FROM DRINKING ALCOHOL...RECOVERY...RUNNING AWAY FROM ANOTHER
WHO SAID...GET DA FUCK OUT...GO SEE HER...YOUR PAST MISTAKE...YOUR GOLDEN
GIRL..WITH THE BANK ACCOUNT..KNOWING ALL THE TIME...I'M AFFECTED WITH
HIV...PLAYING WITH THE BOTH OF US...WHERE ARE YOU NOW IN QUEENS..BROOKLYN
MANHATTAN..WHOS DA WOMAN NOW IN YOUR LIFE...I'M GONE....DO U CARE WHAT HAPPENED...I MEAN...U SAID..AND I QUOTE...WHATEVER I AM....YOUR MY PAST..FUTURE..WE GOT HISTORY ..SHEILA...WHAT EVER U NEED..I GOT FOR U...BUT..DID U GO BACK...ARE U SEXUALLY ACTIVE WITH LIZ...WE CAN NEVER BE..AS IT WAS BE4...BUT I DO DRIFT.
I DO ..THINK ABOUT US...WHICH IS NO MORE...IS THERE ANOTHER..U WANNA KNOW
ABOUT...DON'T BE ASKING..YOUR COUSIN OR HER DAUGHTER ...IF I'M WITH SOMEONE
ELSE...I 'M ALONE...HAVE SEVERAL CLOSE ASSOCIATES ..READING POETRY..LOVING IT...GOD BLESS YOU...TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF..THANKS 4 DA VISIT TO SEE MY MOM AND NATE...U HURT HIM ALOT..BUT HE'S DOING FINE...GOT A GIRL NOW...SHE KEEPS HIM IN LINE...AND YES I'M STILL WORKING..DOING JUST FINE...FIND YOUR WAY IN LIFE..COZ I HAVE ONE...WHAT YA GONNA DO ABOUT YOURS... RECOVERY?..REPEATS SHEILA..OVER AND OVER AGAIN..STOP IT...MOVE ON..I HAVE...PEACE..SIGNED...NEW AND IMPROVED...CREATE...THOUGHT U KNEW...DONT WEAR ME IN YOUR MOUTH..I AM
NO ADDICT OR CRACKHEAD..I'M YOUR RECOVERY...WITH WORDS UNSPOKEN...YOUR NUMBER WAS RIPPED UP..WON'T NEED IT...PEACE

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