Successories -

"Tree

'This is the beginning of a new day.

You have been given this day to use as you will.
You can waste it or use it for good.

What you do today is important because you are
exchanging a day of your life for it.

When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone
forever; in its place is something that you have left behind...

let it be something good.'"

TODAY was a very calm ..

soothing day for my mom..as u can see ..shes in a very good mood..hanging w/the aide..MOLLEE...days are drawing closer to christmas..the house is on hold this year..were not celebrating ..due to the economy..whats going on at home and the condition of myself..the main focus is to keep the atmosphere restful and complex..Yes were going to have a christmas Dinner w/all the fixings..family..friends...relatives..but not as we use to every year..Were just going to make things simple and joyful ..so that when it's time to rest..the house is quiet..peaceful and happiness remains the comfort of home..where God has his hands on my mother..myself and the rest of the Jordan FAMILY...shes getting stronger day by day...never a dull moment..always making her smile..and she makes us laugh as well..Ilove u so much..she told me all day today..how much she loves me..GOD..I am graceful..honored and

satified..I have no one to stand in my way ..to prevent being right where I wanna be..in the arms..caring..sharing...bathing..dressing,,feeding...it's all in a day's work..for Her..

God Bless..

"CREATE"..

SHEILA T JORDAN

CHOKE HOLD...

Fiber...

B MY MINERAL...clears me..allows the surface of

my choke hold..

what ties me..a rope

of depression..what anchors me up..wher i become..

whats left..a animal..the bate.. hangin ...what can't translate..

THROUGH BRUTAL..beatings..where I go Back

IN TIME...

THE VISION OF CRIMES..

not sentenced..but permanently

meant 2 favor lynchin..the demands of leadership..

breaking it down..

one syllable at a time...beat..whip..chain..kick...slap ..punch
kill...dead...the master's will of setting the record straight..in a

world..we named..as AMERICA
the beautiful..WHERE does this apply in a sequel..

a new generation..why are my Brothas leaving..flying off

the handle..

they say as black..we as women..can't stop abusing..

It's the mentality

of separation..that murders our spinal cord of connecting..

the feuds..

the mental disabilities ..which anchors my spiritual apathy..

from groan 2 surgery..from neglect..2 misery..

wearing our souls in depths

of deep battered lyrics..Ol' man river..2 describe ..

tools we were.. no human beings

treated like..

torture in history..where the effects are still inconclusive..death..

though

I was ur stone placed beyond reckoning..

the fire..burning flesh..

the wombs of my mothers intecourse .. denial.. stripped upon

what injects no respect of outcome..

sold to the highest bidder..

is this how it all ends, the beginning of Armageddon..looking

Black..

the turn of

the Century..2010...One syllable..

holding u in fault..beating what can't LEARN

2 comfort a color..that's been scorned through out ur portal

where the realm..

greets ur center of time kept..the 9th uteril ...what's

pronounced u..

PARENTAL CONSENT..

w/ no future...Be THE MODEL..who rules by love...

not by.hate...the whip

of destruction..mental or physical..

BLack man/women..become a cause 2 wear..What ..
made in Heaven!!...BY GOD...always...Create ..Muah!!!!

IT WORKED..MY God...it worked...hE'S BACK..LOL..I DID IT

I flowed with the utmost term..

cut/ what shapes the vertical upright from standing still

takes a look at feed..reads.. brands the soul ..

wears the conscience something fierce..

bleeds awareness..

takes me serious..sees a force to be dealt with..gets even

one score..one being w/the

intentions of a saber tooth tiger..roars from not feelin

a stroke of genius..from the audience he represented at one time...

where I am no

enemy..just a burst of energy..on a natural high..

God's..when he shakes the mountains

quakes the California peninsula..breaks the foundation..

ur concentration can't beat the sound of frightful beings..

trying to make way of safe haven..holding what's close and

not moving..

a solution 2 the problem ..keeping u ..

strength of what's reckons.. when a mind speaks..

get it poppin ..seed

I'm LOVE..

not the hate u read..but the hurt I FELT..when a light shined on...? ..

instead when UR medicine conjours

brainwaves 2 effect..burnouts THE real meaning of

friendship..

laces me with that effect..blowing ur mind..chasing

smokeful dreams w/no sense whats so ever..when I came in2 ur life...

it was a calm before storms made..

pictures becomes the real deal..

stories were authentic...outlined truth..

amazing..brillant..where I came the vintage tabloid..

entertainment...

with arts as it's company..YEAH ..

so I am distance..what the hell did it mean2 U..

I'm no purpose..a signed document..

what pleads the 5..spoken words objectives..

breaking news ..A new view to encounter..stupendious..

never one time..ever dreamed it will

become a mastermind of directing..serious workstudy...in a

blackman's

world ..is bought..sold to the highest bidder..

in a white world,,where the price is always fitting..to take

away dreams NIGGA!!!!!..

thats still sitting on your Blogs..become passive..gone...

where the price of fame..kept a story..stuck
on stupid..laced dreams and feeding..no sense..

where ur brain has been cooked

and out 2 lunch.. even after u was released..

not seeing the future artist..like Bruce Smith..

DISNEY'S FIRST BLACK Illustrator

for the frog and the princess..

or the mad cap visual twist of the DEXTER..W/ AN all mulitcultured teen..

of designers ..artist..Black..latino..but nahhhhhhhh..

u don't see where I'm coming from..ur mind is what 's

creation of a new born,where ur skills are all pipe dreams..w/no cause ...

in EFFECT..U FEEL..no arguement..no fight..just fact..wake up..

thats the steam I'm dealing with..AS ur old partner..not the enemy..

when will u stop streetlife..take notice of ur ambitions..

I can't go any further..

where the head ..gets stoned..in battle..

losing thought..making excuses being A MAN..

U SAYU R..let's face it..I worked u up..raged U..

MADE U COME out..

THE"Maddhater"

GO FIGUREEEE.. it doesn't matter what I think..

just how u see the future in retrospect..

I'm Just a spectator..not a threat..for some reason what

I'VE BECOME..mm go in Peace..

what the HELL done happen to U.."SEED FAITH"

preach in..

fatherhood..the light bulb gotta clik on one day..

> Soon..don't ya see ..POPPA bear..what I am feeding

no fights..just words with no endings, miss u much

''thats all it is ..

Betta now said..then...THE day of arrival..

AND thats my FIGHT...

WHAT U could not see..all along..

JUST like I said..

GOALS..u mixed up..not Golden shit..

a chronic alibi for the

medical profession

2 rid awareness of the accused...

BlAcK..

THE DEFENDANT..REST..

CrEaTe..Sheila T Jordan..

UR SADLY MISTAKEN..

Once I was

the explanation..

what reared a few heads..got hot & heavy...

pointed fingers as
life worthy..what don't see the other side of courtesy..

what takes a mere testimony
turns it into vicious query..breaks the knack of being friends..

holds it against me..though
i do come across..

with armour & shield..

to defend my trials and what's real..

taking it to the extreme of force..

with fire..aiming like a child in sheep's clothing ready for battle
My God holds me in contempt..only when the rules apply

to who don't want to except what
hurts...I have no respect for the likes

of brutal punishment or revenge ..wearing violence
from being delinquent..never expecting a

childlike formality..to blow up in my face..digging ..

leaving me bury.. the likes of a woman..who escapes

the roaring passage
meeting trouble AHEAD..NO..not again..no more..

I have been through the storms..seen what
wears the irony of chronic rivalry..

where my scars are worn with broken dreams..

lifeless victims..

where it seems no other means to destroy a human being..

where u have made the best decision ..

read the literature chewing her up.. spitting

HER outta ur life for good.. forgetting..

BUT.. led herself away. from being ..

in ur way...

especially what I am going through..

now what is doing some harm to me..

where I'm not well at all..he don't see..

don't care ..what I have been saying..

what doesn't matter how he thinks..

THEY WILL ALWAYS LOOK AT ANY SITUATION..

seeing the shrew allegations ..calling her a

B I T C H!!!!!!...

thats why I left...profanity

and I feel no regrets ...what so ever...

A STITCH IN TIME...

mends..heals...but don't forgets...

Sheila..

not crying over spilled milk.. being blessed..

I left ..a lady..not a kid

TELLING

THE TRUTH

nothing more..nothing less..

God change

this whole perspective..

pleaseeeee make it

go away..it's killing me..softly

I have my mom

to think of.. as well as myself..

what have I done ..

trying

2 be me>..Sheila T Jordan..the

evil one..I don't

think so..Peace..

CREATE

bitter tides

I am the one who is sorry..why..i'm suddenly feeling guilty

why..I don't feel like christmas..what am I doing..nothing

what do I have to look forward to..haven't given it a thought

just been very silent..no reason..just don't feel like talking

it's not ...that I don't have nothing to say..it's just my aura..

it's less of a human right now..I THOUGHTwhat was right

becomes the closed door..the key doesn't belong..I got a

call from good friends this weekend..I'm just not with it..

mom is doing good..her smile brings a shine to my face..her

attitude has been flooring..eating everything ..appetite is

wonderful..it's been a lil quiet around here..got nothing to say

goodnite..peace..create

"Hello Sheila,
Thanks for your reply. I sincerely wish I could help you with your issues however I am a member of BP like yourself. The Gala has nothing to do with BP other than there are lots of us who are still there or has moved to Yahoo Groups, New Friends,Tagged and Facebook to name a few sites.

I honestly don't think any website can control who send you information unless you can make your profile 'private'.. They do have ' block sender' and reporting channels however that is of course after the ugly postings..

We developed family typed friendships when on BP and we've maintained them over the years coming together four to six times a year at nice upscale activities that we all enjoy. Activities like African American Festivals, visiting museums, Mystery Dinner Theaters, Jazz Concerts, family reunions and so much more..

Most of us moved to other sites however the friendships we made on BP still remain. The Gala is another meeting place for us. Its probably one of the best NYE Galas on the East Coast for quality. This is there 17th year and they have people from over 15 to 20 states who attend.. There are three events that I host my friends from the social networking websites and I hope you will join us someday.. Its never all about a party.. We always include educational and cultural activities .. We truly stay away from all the internet crazy stuff.. I am a respectful and somewhat high profile person in the Philadelphia and Delaware community and would never sacrifice my integrity..

I hope you will give us an opportunity to meet you and get to know you...

Samuel Bailey
302-743-3417

LOVE - A melting of the mind into the soul"