Sunday, December 20, 2009

UR SADLY MISTAKEN..

Once I was
the explanation..
what reared a few heads..got hot & heavy...
pointed fingers as
life worthy..what don't see the other side of courtesy..
what takes a mere testimony
turns it into vicious query..breaks the knack of being friends..
holds it against me..though
i do come across..
with armour & shield..
to defend my trials and what's real..
taking it to the extreme of force..
with fire..aiming like a child in sheep's clothing ready for battle
My God holds me in contempt..only when the rules apply
to who don't want to except what
hurts...I have no respect for the likes
of brutal punishment or revenge ..wearing violence
from being delinquent..never expecting a
childlike formality..to blow up in my face..digging ..
leaving me bury.. the likes of a woman..who escapes
the roaring passage
meeting trouble AHEAD..NO..
not again..no more..
I have been through the storms..seen what
wears the irony of chronic rivalry..
where my scars are worn with broken dreams..
lifeless victims..
where it seems no other means to destroy a human being..
where u have made the best decision ..
read the literature chewing her up.. spitting
HER outta ur life for good.. forgetting..
BUT.. led herself away. from being ..
in ur way...
especially what I am going through..
now what is doing some harm to me..
where I'm not well at all..he don't see..
don't care ..what I have been saying..
what doesn't matter how he thinks..
THEY WILL ALWAYS LOOK AT ANY SITUATION..
seeing the shrew allegations ..calling her a
B I T C H!!!!!!...
thats why I left...profanity
and I feel no regrets ...what so ever...
A STITCH IN TIME...
mends..heals...but don't forgets...
Sheila..
not crying over spilled milk.. being blessed..
I left ..a lady..not a kid
TELLING
THE TRUTH
nothing more..nothing less..
God change
this whole perspective..
pleaseeeee make it
go away..it's killing me..softly
I have my mom
to think of.. as well as myself..
what have I done ..
trying
2 be me>..Sheila T Jordan..the
evil one..I don't
think so..Peace..
CREATE

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